i need that now.
cant seem to cramp all that shit learned in the past months into my brain.
ahh! its so fustrating, there's shitloads of memory work involved. plus equation sheet's not going to be given during finals. wtf. let's all just bury ourselves and die.
i dread august. august pls dont come. on national day, there's study session. fml. i wanna watch the parade this year, at least the fireworks part, walau eh ruin my plans. tsk!
kk, i done ranting.
ta.
p.s cant wait for term break during sep! wait that means aug has to come first. gah! reminds me of that chinese idiom "xian ku hou tian". rarrr.
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Love Remains The Same
by Gavin Rossdale
a thousand times i've seen you standing
gravity like a lunar landing
make me want to run till i find you
shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all i hear
everything we know fades to black
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the samefind a place where we escape
take you with me for a space
a city bus that sounds just like a fridge
walk the streets through seven bars
i had to find just out where you are
the faces seen to blur they're all the same
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the same
so much more to say, so much to be done
don't you trick me out, we shall overcome
cause our love stays ablaze
we should have had the sun
could have been inside
instead we're over here
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
too much time to love defending, you and i are done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, everything will change
oh, i.........
this could last forever
oh, i........
we could last forever
love remains the same
love remains the same
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RANDOM FACTS
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO like it's seriously up to you what you want to have here.
THREE like maybe a short-term and long-term goals section.
FOUR or some pictures maybe?.
FIVE or it could be say, the top whatever songs in your ipod/itunes/etc right now.
SIX you could also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping.
SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X
EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section?
NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D
TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section.
ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know.
TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here.
THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section.
FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something?
FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.RANDOM FACTS
T O D O L I S T
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Study super duper hard and earn loads of money in the future..
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elephant memory
2:10 PM - Friday, July 31, 2009
3:53 PM - Thursday, July 30, 2009
Petrina Goh high at this time of the day. Cause she just drank Martell (Y).
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who's who?
12:05 AM
lect (in an angry tone): ... do you understand what im trying to say. blah blah. and you, why are you looking at me like that!?
student (in equally serious tone): cus you look like you're gonna walk into the wall.
HA! joke man joke.
kay, Lord please let it rain tonight!
student (in equally serious tone): cus you look like you're gonna walk into the wall.
HA! joke man joke.
kay, Lord please let it rain tonight!
I like Skippy peanut butter grape
12:49 AM - Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Today stats suck. It wasn't stats at all, it was sharing session, or rather, focus group discussion. I broke down after the crying spell passed on from hf. So unexpected, wasn't even feeling sad or what before I answered. But what's with the question man. Hmm. Thought maybe after sharing I'd change or at least make an effort to when I got home. But fuck no..So much easier to be the way you always are, so lazy to solve the little regrets everyday. There's no motivation to, maybe it doesn't matter anymore. Wish I can say
"I promise. I promise to change. I promise to make everything right again."
Why not, I really don't know.
I'm sorry. Really.
On a lighter note, something to be happy about today is that I completed another case study! :)
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"I promise. I promise to change. I promise to make everything right again."
Why not, I really don't know.
I'm sorry. Really.
On a lighter note, something to be happy about today is that I completed another case study! :)
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neeneepok
5:42 AM - Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Ian's birthday was successful I would say (: haha yay karwei. Next person watch out man.
Anw, I'm not sleeping well again these days. Yesterday in that 3 hours of precious sleep I was going to have, 1 hour was spent on nightmare. Rahhh, so draining. And then following was the whole day in school, and today I've only slept for an hour. S.O.S Needa wake up in half an hour's time. I don't even know why there's stats when supposingly the syllabus are done. Alleluiea it's gonna end or else debarred from the module if I'm late once more. Also, somehow I got the feeling that I need to repeat WorkIC. Reason being the stupid test we went through just now, only got 3/10 MCQs right. Let alone the case studies at the back. And this term paper due on friday is arghhhh. Not gonna take counselling next time, solve your own shit mannnn. K hopefully project can pass me overall.
Oh wellzxzwell, let's just be happy people are turning 18. Meaning...mwaha hahaaa :] Nowww, I crave for passion fruit red tea. And mambo (:
"having everything but you is still like having nothing at all."
this is bad.
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Anw, I'm not sleeping well again these days. Yesterday in that 3 hours of precious sleep I was going to have, 1 hour was spent on nightmare. Rahhh, so draining. And then following was the whole day in school, and today I've only slept for an hour. S.O.S Needa wake up in half an hour's time. I don't even know why there's stats when supposingly the syllabus are done. Alleluiea it's gonna end or else debarred from the module if I'm late once more. Also, somehow I got the feeling that I need to repeat WorkIC. Reason being the stupid test we went through just now, only got 3/10 MCQs right. Let alone the case studies at the back. And this term paper due on friday is arghhhh. Not gonna take counselling next time, solve your own shit mannnn. K hopefully project can pass me overall.
Oh wellzxzwell, let's just be happy people are turning 18. Meaning...mwaha hahaaa :] Nowww, I crave for passion fruit red tea. And mambo (:
"having everything but you is still like having nothing at all."
this is bad.
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twosix
11:42 AM - Monday, July 27, 2009
ah! love the weather right now.
i hope it drizzles every day (:
ystd was ultra fun, went horseback riding with B!
i kinda regret not picking up the skill when i was younger. cus mom made me choose btwn riding and ballet, and i didnt wanna pick riding cus "horses stink"; but then i got kicked out of ballet too. haha. oh well.
anw, exam schedule's out. ahhh, its too soon. gah.
kay, jiayou everyone.
i hope it drizzles every day (:
ystd was ultra fun, went horseback riding with B!
i kinda regret not picking up the skill when i was younger. cus mom made me choose btwn riding and ballet, and i didnt wanna pick riding cus "horses stink"; but then i got kicked out of ballet too. haha. oh well.
anw, exam schedule's out. ahhh, its too soon. gah.
kay, jiayou everyone.
12:13 AM
Hello. From today onwards, Petrina Goh YingLin has no face to throw anm, cause it's gone. Bye. Rawrrrrr
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when all else fails, keep yourself happy
10:32 PM - Friday, July 24, 2009
hello friends, i think blogger is screwed. i dont know there's no boxed up space to type anm. and i cant change fonts and colors to the post. boo.
anw, helped gramma pack up cus she's moving in with us. she has a mountain of pots and pans. wlau, mom= collections of pots, gramma = large collections of pots. gramma + mom = metal overload. its so gross please. why do people collect such stuff. omg! since mom inherit gramma's wierd hobby, that means i might have it someday too! NO WAY.
hahaha. kaykay. gotta run.
ta!
anw, helped gramma pack up cus she's moving in with us. she has a mountain of pots and pans. wlau, mom= collections of pots, gramma = large collections of pots. gramma + mom = metal overload. its so gross please. why do people collect such stuff. omg! since mom inherit gramma's wierd hobby, that means i might have it someday too! NO WAY.
hahaha. kaykay. gotta run.
ta!
I wonder why you never cry
12:46 AM - Thursday, July 23, 2009
Don't want anyone else, just you. Really really.
It may be weird but the urge is strong I promise, though I barely know you.
And though you're not better looking than the rest, they can't beat you(:
Shittt your smile keeps replying in my mind. Fuckk.
This is very love sick now. Oh no:\ Imma loser for pete's sake.
something's right.
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It may be weird but the urge is strong I promise, though I barely know you.
And though you're not better looking than the rest, they can't beat you(:
Shittt your smile keeps replying in my mind. Fuckk.
This is very love sick now. Oh no:\ Imma loser for pete's sake.
something's right.
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cut the chase
10:37 PM - Tuesday, July 21, 2009
well so basically i havent been blogging cus blogger didnt allow me to access for some reason. but it doesnt matter anyway. its just screwed. and there's nothing to blog about anw. school is the same as ever. i guess all the madness is gonna die down as soon as exams are over and term break comes.
oh god, and i need to sleep! havent been able to sleep and my eyebags are sagging to the ground already. you know the feeling when u're lying in bed, that semi-conscious feeling when u're asleep? when u wake up, u feel like dying. literally.
but what can light up the day other than trusty ms swan. haha, we were watching it during lects ystd it was hilarious! love her toothy smile and "okay, everything". (:
oh god, and i need to sleep! havent been able to sleep and my eyebags are sagging to the ground already. you know the feeling when u're lying in bed, that semi-conscious feeling when u're asleep? when u wake up, u feel like dying. literally.
but what can light up the day other than trusty ms swan. haha, we were watching it during lects ystd it was hilarious! love her toothy smile and "okay, everything". (:
Dreams, they're for those who sleep.
2:02 AM
Yes, dreams are only for those who sleep. Lately, I haven't been dreaming, the only ones I have are only nightmares. I don't even know whether I'm really asleep or what anymore. Always get so anxious when I close my eyes, that explains the semi-wake/sleep state. It's like I rather spend my time doing something more fruitful than sleeping though it's sleeping time. Can't relax..can't Idk whyy.
Nightmares are really tiring, especially when they're so real. Especially when they're about spirits in your room and when you think it's real instead of a nightmare.
Bye.Can't sleep in peace. Is this mild insomnia or just paranoia?
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Nightmares are really tiring, especially when they're so real. Especially when they're about spirits in your room and when you think it's real instead of a nightmare.
Bye.Can't sleep in peace. Is this mild insomnia or just paranoia?
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9:15 PM - Thursday, July 16, 2009
"Today, I was eating a croissant. After eating half of it and about to take another bite, a spider crawled out of one of the holes of flaky deliciousness and descended down a thread of web to the table, where it scuddled away. There was a whole family of them living in there. FML"
EEEEE. Can you imagine.hahahaha.
Rah. Okay, I thought I have nothing to do, so I slept all the way from 4+ till 8+. Then I woke up, then I remember I have speechcomm brochure. Notice how I always never fail to complain bout speechcomm. Shit, just wasted my own time. And my arm is friggin pain now*scratch till it bleeds* feeling.
Btw, if you watch carefully, many people are trying to save themselves by whatever they say. Like most sentences carry a motive behind them, and "justifying" is just something common I find, though they may say they don't care what people think of them. There's nothing wrong with it lah, no harm and is defense mechanism-ish. But I have no idea why I'm bothered by it. Should stop rejecting nature of behaviour okay. I hate thinking and observing soo much at times, so unneccessary. STOP LAH STOP.
Something to be happy about today! InE's finished! muahahahah.bwaha.heheh(:
k cookie needs to walk.Nighty night!
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EEEEE. Can you imagine.hahahaha.
Rah. Okay, I thought I have nothing to do, so I slept all the way from 4+ till 8+. Then I woke up, then I remember I have speechcomm brochure. Notice how I always never fail to complain bout speechcomm. Shit, just wasted my own time. And my arm is friggin pain now*scratch till it bleeds* feeling.
Btw, if you watch carefully, many people are trying to save themselves by whatever they say. Like most sentences carry a motive behind them, and "justifying" is just something common I find, though they may say they don't care what people think of them. There's nothing wrong with it lah, no harm and is defense mechanism-ish. But I have no idea why I'm bothered by it. Should stop rejecting nature of behaviour okay. I hate thinking and observing soo much at times, so unneccessary. STOP LAH STOP.
Something to be happy about today! InE's finished! muahahahah.bwaha.heheh(:
k cookie needs to walk.Nighty night!
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5:43 PM
no one said it was easy
just strive till you get perfection.
just strive till you get perfection.
1:41 AM - Sunday, July 12, 2009
and then I realise there's speechcomm presentation. Fuck.
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12:31 AM
Time: 12.31 a.m 12th July 2009
I have finally finished the stats report. Hallelujah! Gone without bathing nor proper food the whole day. Know I stink. Therefore,gonna bathe now. Alleluia! My fever initially returned in the morning, but subsided after sleeping. Halleluyah!
Bye.
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I have finally finished the stats report. Hallelujah! Gone without bathing nor proper food the whole day. Know I stink. Therefore,gonna bathe now. Alleluia! My fever initially returned in the morning, but subsided after sleeping. Halleluyah!
Bye.
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less is more
10:34 PM - Saturday, July 11, 2009
im glad i wasnt there to see him pass
it would be too much to bear
call me selfish
i dont want to feel a thing
just block out all emotions
make me a heart of stone.
it would be too much to bear
call me selfish
i dont want to feel a thing
just block out all emotions
make me a heart of stone.
leeching parasite
10:11 PM - Friday, July 10, 2009
have you ever wanted 2 things at once,
so much so that u arent willing to give up one for another?
thank god its friday.
the week was sucha drag i swear i could hear the clock ticking every second.
once class started, everyone was counting down to breaktime already.
haha. its like a after-mids symptom. hah.
so we went to ice skate at kallang the other day.
when i thought jurong closed down it was devastating cus i thought there wasnt any place to skate in singapore anm. unless you count snow city with fake bubble snow and loser slides.
pris and i wanted to skate so badly after watching triple. hahahah!
so yeah, tada there was kallang which we totally forgotten about.
hooray for leisure park!
oh heard there's gonna be another rink at marina IR. is it true?
hope it happens (:
kay, feel like eating prata right now.
ta!
so much so that u arent willing to give up one for another?
thank god its friday.
the week was sucha drag i swear i could hear the clock ticking every second.
once class started, everyone was counting down to breaktime already.
haha. its like a after-mids symptom. hah.
so we went to ice skate at kallang the other day.
when i thought jurong closed down it was devastating cus i thought there wasnt any place to skate in singapore anm. unless you count snow city with fake bubble snow and loser slides.
pris and i wanted to skate so badly after watching triple. hahahah!
so yeah, tada there was kallang which we totally forgotten about.
hooray for leisure park!
oh heard there's gonna be another rink at marina IR. is it true?
hope it happens (:
kay, feel like eating prata right now.
ta!
paranoid
12:38 AM - Thursday, July 09, 2009
mids was a breeze today, which is a good thing.
now i have finals and proj deadlines to worry about.
when is this going to end?
i need to do up my study plan soon.
and i need tution for cfa, like really.
fancy needing tution for undergrad
joke man, joke.
kay, need to buck up and pull up my socks.
JIAYOUSXYZZXYZ!
beneath that pretty face, what do you see?
now i have finals and proj deadlines to worry about.
when is this going to end?
i need to do up my study plan soon.
and i need tution for cfa, like really.
fancy needing tution for undergrad
joke man, joke.
kay, need to buck up and pull up my socks.
JIAYOUSXYZZXYZ!
beneath that pretty face, what do you see?
3:55 PM - Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Cb, got quite high fever now. I'm no longer a superhuman, finally down after a year. So restless not doing anything, restless also doing something. Lie down whole body pain, dont lie down whole body also pain. Have no idea what am I supposed to do. Do work head pain, dont do work but other stuff on the net, feel guilty. No on fan feel so hot, on fan very cold. Dont feel like eating. There's a high tendency to moan and groan in pain so I feel better. And also to rant and whine. What now?!ARGHHHH. Wanna hug my Dinga to sleep.
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12:44 PM - Monday, July 06, 2009
Petrina Goh so stoop.
She smiled at the wrong person.
She's feeling louya.Maybe cause of no music on the bus :
or maybe cause she's not in class now, becoming a habit.
And Mr Tan saw her downstairs after class.
Or maybe she's damn hungry now.
Or maybe cause her head pain.
She feels like everyone is staring at her. Need to stop or will become paranoid.
Hate these self-conscious days that happens once in a while.
Okay, gonna listen to Corinne May to feel better!
Fuck the world today k.
not a chance.
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She smiled at the wrong person.
She's feeling louya.Maybe cause of no music on the bus :
or maybe cause she's not in class now, becoming a habit.
And Mr Tan saw her downstairs after class.
Or maybe she's damn hungry now.
Or maybe cause her head pain.
She feels like everyone is staring at her. Need to stop or will become paranoid.
Hate these self-conscious days that happens once in a while.
Okay, gonna listen to Corinne May to feel better!
Fuck the world today k.
not a chance.
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jaded
3:54 PM - Saturday, July 04, 2009
the tv's down. ugh.
not that it has anything to do with me, but it pisses ppl off when they wanna watch what they wanna watch and cant watch it. they get piss and they vent their anger on other ppl and other ppl gets pissed off too. which pisses everyone off. tsk.
okay. i have mids next week. totally dreading it. cus after that it'll be chionging for finals and all that shit meeting project deadlines. so yeah. JIAYOUXYZZXYX EVERYONE (:
till whenever.
not that it has anything to do with me, but it pisses ppl off when they wanna watch what they wanna watch and cant watch it. they get piss and they vent their anger on other ppl and other ppl gets pissed off too. which pisses everyone off. tsk.
okay. i have mids next week. totally dreading it. cus after that it'll be chionging for finals and all that shit meeting project deadlines. so yeah. JIAYOUXYZZXYX EVERYONE (:
till whenever.
Twist Lick Dunk
10:01 PM - Friday, July 03, 2009
Aloha people. Today, I'm happy(: Despite the workIC test in the afternoon. Took only bout 30 mins to complete the 1 1/2 hour paper. Not due to the fact that I'm superdy pro..K but screw it.
I'm happy cause you showed your vulnerable side, to me[:
I promise you this..I'll always look out for you.
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I'm happy cause you showed your vulnerable side, to me[:
I promise you this..I'll always look out for you.
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