i feel so apologetic towards you
i know nothing i say can make things go away;
for things that have yet to come, and for things in the past
i am sorry.
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Love Remains The Same
by Gavin Rossdale
a thousand times i've seen you standing
gravity like a lunar landing
make me want to run till i find you
shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all i hear
everything we know fades to black
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the samefind a place where we escape
take you with me for a space
a city bus that sounds just like a fridge
walk the streets through seven bars
i had to find just out where you are
the faces seen to blur they're all the same
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the same
so much more to say, so much to be done
don't you trick me out, we shall overcome
cause our love stays ablaze
we should have had the sun
could have been inside
instead we're over here
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
too much time to love defending, you and i are done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, everything will change
oh, i.........
this could last forever
oh, i........
we could last forever
love remains the same
love remains the same
Ear Worm's L O V E
potter puppet pals!
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Welcome to the bob world. Dork Neo. Petrina Goh
17 y.o, 1 more to alcohol, cigs and what have you
RANDOM FACTS
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO like it's seriously up to you what you want to have here.
THREE like maybe a short-term and long-term goals section.
FOUR or some pictures maybe?.
FIVE or it could be say, the top whatever songs in your ipod/itunes/etc right now.
SIX you could also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping.
SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X
EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section?
NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D
TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section.
ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know.
TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here.
THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section.
FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something?
FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.RANDOM FACTS
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Study super duper hard and earn loads of money in the future..
T A G B O A R D
May your fingers rott
1234
8:47 PM - Sunday, May 31, 2009
safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave
1:10 AM - Friday, May 29, 2009
So often we don't realise how we have overworked. Only at the end of the day when your body meets the softness of the mattress of the bed and you go "ahhh...", that you realised how tired you are. Therefore, in order to continue working, make sure you don't sleep on your bed if you need to rest cause it will demand more. Just putting your head down on the table with a power nap of 15 mins(reminds me of Mrs Soon) will do.
Okay enough work for the day. Shall do health lyrics and persid comix tomorrow. And as for the video..GG.
And btw, we got a new exercise plan. Gymming twice every week to get abs. Abs here we comeeee (: My godd the adrenaline you get from exercising. Great XD
k bye.
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Okay enough work for the day. Shall do health lyrics and persid comix tomorrow. And as for the video..GG.
And btw, we got a new exercise plan. Gymming twice every week to get abs. Abs here we comeeee (: My godd the adrenaline you get from exercising. Great XD
k bye.
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that's you, not me
11:17 PM - Thursday, May 28, 2009
i absolutely hate it when ppl impose their thinkings and beliefs on others.
as if the person doesnt have a mind on his own.
as if you control his life.
yes you do, maybe to a certain extent.
but doesnt he have the right to voice his opinions.
oh no, you get mad when he does.
and you ground him for that.
fucking unreasonable.
what you think is good may not be the best for him.
your "its all for your own good" is not really for his good at all
have you ever even place yourself in his shoes?
you're forever making that same mistake.
deciding someone else's life because that's the "best for them".
i really hate you.
as if the person doesnt have a mind on his own.
as if you control his life.
yes you do, maybe to a certain extent.
but doesnt he have the right to voice his opinions.
oh no, you get mad when he does.
and you ground him for that.
fucking unreasonable.
what you think is good may not be the best for him.
your "its all for your own good" is not really for his good at all
have you ever even place yourself in his shoes?
you're forever making that same mistake.
deciding someone else's life because that's the "best for them".
i really hate you.
fuckity fuck
10:17 PM - Tuesday, May 26, 2009
i accidentally slammed the door to hard into the brick post
now there's a huge dent in dad's car
i am so dead.
now there's a huge dent in dad's car
i am so dead.
can't find my drink or man
1:27 PM
Hellooo.
I think I grew fatter today cause my shirt's tighter. And it's kinda making my armpit itch fuck.
Oh yess, happy 16th bro (: for once I care okay.
k bye.
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I think I grew fatter today cause my shirt's tighter. And it's kinda making my armpit itch fuck.
Oh yess, happy 16th bro (: for once I care okay.
k bye.
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bob the builder
10:56 PM - Monday, May 25, 2009
hahahha. i think i share the same sentiments with mob at the moment.
i have tons of work undone.
my modules keep clashings, sch keeps reissuing new timetables and lects keep amending them. missed classes. skipping lectures for another. arranging for makeups. pw stayover. tuts. study sess.
its just downright chaotic.
its like god dumped you in the midst of an earthquake.
okay, nothing like that but still.
i dont understand why ppl can so easily turn tables on another in just a day.
i dont understand how can they be so irrational and just take sides without even thinking.
its so immature. so primary sch.
so hard to fathom. like right and wrongs dont exist anm.
its so ugly. and we know that's just so wrong.
and yet. we go through it everyday, being both participants and victims to that viscous cycle.
i need a break.
let's go on a road trip everyone!
hahahaha, swim sess with chye tml.
ta!
oh yes, happy birthday en!
i thought i knew
but having to hear that fromyou
its like being slapped in the face.
i have tons of work undone.
my modules keep clashings, sch keeps reissuing new timetables and lects keep amending them. missed classes. skipping lectures for another. arranging for makeups. pw stayover. tuts. study sess.
its just downright chaotic.
its like god dumped you in the midst of an earthquake.
okay, nothing like that but still.
i dont understand why ppl can so easily turn tables on another in just a day.
i dont understand how can they be so irrational and just take sides without even thinking.
its so immature. so primary sch.
so hard to fathom. like right and wrongs dont exist anm.
its so ugly. and we know that's just so wrong.
and yet. we go through it everyday, being both participants and victims to that viscous cycle.
i need a break.
let's go on a road trip everyone!
hahahaha, swim sess with chye tml.
ta!
oh yes, happy birthday en!
i thought i knew
but having to hear that fromyou
its like being slapped in the face.
Secret Garden
11:05 PM - Sunday, May 24, 2009
Everything seems to weigh a ton now. Used to be able to find the strength easily to work my way through school with you here. But now it feels like the same as before, gonna bury myself in work cause it's the only thing to do.WorkIC, personality essay, speech comm here I comeee. I see why they said it's better to depend on yourself for as long as you can.
Time for Criminal Minds XD so addictive!
so many things left undone.
really don't wanna let go.
but they don't matter anymore.
just walk away..okay? okay
if it is the least selfish thing to do.
when a heart breaks, no it dont breakeven.
Anw, I'll try to make this the last emo post ever. C'mon people, be proud of me (:
And to dork: hi fucked-up-life mate. Let's say adios to our current state and aloha to a happier us. We can do it. Can we fix it..yes we can!
Psst Secret Garden by Bruce Springteen is good.Go hear.
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Time for Criminal Minds XD so addictive!
so many things left undone.
really don't wanna let go.
but they don't matter anymore.
just walk away..okay? okay
if it is the least selfish thing to do.
when a heart breaks, no it dont breakeven.
Anw, I'll try to make this the last emo post ever. C'mon people, be proud of me (:
And to dork: hi fucked-up-life mate. Let's say adios to our current state and aloha to a happier us. We can do it. Can we fix it..yes we can!
Psst Secret Garden by Bruce Springteen is good.Go hear.
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You left, I died
4:32 PM - Thursday, May 21, 2009
Just one word; FUCK ):
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happy birthday
10:38 PM - Wednesday, May 20, 2009
happy birthday soph!
kay, quick update.
today was sch all again.
tests, assignments, pw, lectures.
lectures. lectures. lectures.
was suppose to attend gala premier of night at the museum but had to ditch last min.
sorry S! gah.
oh, so today during class..
lecturer: okay so the strip with vietnam, laos and cambodia... what is it? what is it called
-class pauses for long time
guy: golden triangle!
lecturer: golden triangle!? (gives wtf expression). what is that!
hahahahahaha!
kk, clique's at karen's house right now.
they're raiding the kitchen.
pw's gonna drag hell long tonighttttttttttt.
kay, off to supper!
kay, quick update.
today was sch all again.
tests, assignments, pw, lectures.
lectures. lectures. lectures.
was suppose to attend gala premier of night at the museum but had to ditch last min.
sorry S! gah.
oh, so today during class..
lecturer: okay so the strip with vietnam, laos and cambodia... what is it? what is it called
-class pauses for long time
guy: golden triangle!
lecturer: golden triangle!? (gives wtf expression). what is that!
hahahahahaha!
kk, clique's at karen's house right now.
they're raiding the kitchen.
pw's gonna drag hell long tonighttttttttttt.
kay, off to supper!
Dreaming with a broken heart
2:56 PM - Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Lazy to type-blog, thus the lyrics shall say it all;
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room?
No, she's not
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love
Will you wake up by my side?
No, she can't
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hands?
Would you get them if I did?
No, you won't
Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part.
ah can just put it on repeat for forever.K back to health campaigns
P.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room?
No, she's not
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love
Will you wake up by my side?
No, she can't
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hands?
Would you get them if I did?
No, you won't
Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part.
ah can just put it on repeat for forever.K back to health campaigns
P.
426
11:04 PM - Sunday, May 17, 2009
hello world
hung out with mob today.
thought short, it was still awesome.
i hope we can still do this in 1,5, or 10 years down the road (:
hahahahaa.
anw, jamie's coming down to singa for a visit.
haha i'm prolly just as excited as he is man, miss him a million!
ohoh, and today our initial plan was to go for the blood donation drive at dhoby.
but too bad deff, grace and i both cant qualify.
low blood pressure and fever in the past week, etc, etc.
deff was damn disappointed cus she really wanted to do it.
but oh well, next time (:
sch tml again. ugh.
mondays. double ugh.
did i mention i hate sch. esp the ones with classes on mondays.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
kay then, off to bed.
im hungryyyy.
p.s when im with him im thinking of you, whatdo i do.
hung out with mob today.
thought short, it was still awesome.
i hope we can still do this in 1,5, or 10 years down the road (:
hahahahaa.
anw, jamie's coming down to singa for a visit.
haha i'm prolly just as excited as he is man, miss him a million!
ohoh, and today our initial plan was to go for the blood donation drive at dhoby.
but too bad deff, grace and i both cant qualify.
low blood pressure and fever in the past week, etc, etc.
deff was damn disappointed cus she really wanted to do it.
but oh well, next time (:
sch tml again. ugh.
mondays. double ugh.
did i mention i hate sch. esp the ones with classes on mondays.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
kay then, off to bed.
im hungryyyy.
p.s when im with him im thinking of you, whatdo i do.
4:00 PM
Watch this advert by Dove for it's beauty Campaign, I think it's really sweet(:
And I realised that every second, I'm thinking of you. It gets quite tiring. Need to stop or it'll be disruptive.
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takes 2 to clap
10:04 PM - Thursday, May 14, 2009
Riddle of the day:
"I try to rip you off when you have the money. Even if I do have it, I would rather use it to buy food(cigs) for you guys and help your grandma(beer and what have you). Just use it since you have it yourself you know.I'll return it to you on sunday okay? (or maybe not..)"
What am I?
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Oh man next week's supposed to be batam trip. Thanks to swine it's all cancelled. But gonna try for vietnam trip on sept (: Hopefully no. 3's my lucky number. Oh c'mon , third time...I'd better be in.
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"I try to rip you off when you have the money. Even if I do have it, I would rather use it to buy food(cigs) for you guys and help your grandma(beer and what have you). Just use it since you have it yourself you know.I'll return it to you on sunday okay? (or maybe not..)"
What am I?
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Oh man next week's supposed to be batam trip. Thanks to swine it's all cancelled. But gonna try for vietnam trip on sept (: Hopefully no. 3's my lucky number. Oh c'mon , third time...I'd better be in.
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2:42 PM
are you going to go against it or go with the flow?
angel from hell
11:25 PM - Wednesday, May 13, 2009
YO.
i just had to rant. forgive my choice of words.
the taxi driver just had to get on my bloody nerves today.
okay, so i was running late and i was very flustered.
i board the cab and told uncle the destination,
and he had to spit on me and said,"huh?! raffles? oh riverside xxx."
"no uncle, raffles hotel"
(spits again) "oh raffles!"
kay, not his fault his mouth is like that.
then this is the best part:
he was listenin to this hokkien chinese disco pop station.
and he cranked it up louder by the notch when we were entering the kpe (prolly afraid he cant get reception). so it was getting a little to loud and i asked him to turn it down, he did and when i put my ipod earphones on, he cranked it back.
damn annoying.
so we journeyed the damn long expressway and he just kept increasing the volume.
he increase, i increase my ipod volume, he increase again, i increase some more.
walau, cant take it anymore.
i asked him to turned it down, but the fucker ignored me and tune it to the loudest.
GODDAMMIT! i can hear every single word and sound to that horrible songs even with my ipod on max volume.
cant you frigging imagine that!?
the sounds were screeching agonizingly disturbingly horrid!
i wanted to cry, like literally. that motherfucker was bullying me luh!
that feeling was worst than in sec4 when we got our o's results and pris and i wanted to paste our o's slips on our eyes and walk across tpe. then i thought, if i wanted to die, i want quick and peaceful ones. the die in your sleep kinds. short and sweet.
there's still part2.
then uncle decided disco music was enough and switched to the buddhist chants.
no offense to anyone, i have nothing against that religon.
that shitface just had to crank it up again and worst! he SANG/CHANTED ALONG with it. at the top of his lungs i must add.
the cab was personal ktv singalong session. the best in singapore and jb.
i swear if i wasnt in the cab alone with him, i'll just punch that asshole and drive his car into the cement walls of kpe, prolly rob him afterwards, draw on his face and run off to another cab.
sucker. kay makes no sense.
thank god i reached, wanted to just throw coins at him so badly for that lousy service and attitude. but my agony and angry thoughts temporarily dispelled when the bellboy with huge grin and cute dimples cringed at uncle's noise pollution. hahahha!
superficial? very much.
kay done, supper's calling!
ohyeah, i took down that ass' name and cab number.
still deciding whether to lodge a complain; but need to find the template from sec4 O's english letter writing first. ha.
till then (:
i just had to rant. forgive my choice of words.
the taxi driver just had to get on my bloody nerves today.
okay, so i was running late and i was very flustered.
i board the cab and told uncle the destination,
and he had to spit on me and said,"huh?! raffles? oh riverside xxx."
"no uncle, raffles hotel"
(spits again) "oh raffles!"
kay, not his fault his mouth is like that.
then this is the best part:
he was listenin to this hokkien chinese disco pop station.
and he cranked it up louder by the notch when we were entering the kpe (prolly afraid he cant get reception). so it was getting a little to loud and i asked him to turn it down, he did and when i put my ipod earphones on, he cranked it back.
damn annoying.
so we journeyed the damn long expressway and he just kept increasing the volume.
he increase, i increase my ipod volume, he increase again, i increase some more.
walau, cant take it anymore.
i asked him to turned it down, but the fucker ignored me and tune it to the loudest.
GODDAMMIT! i can hear every single word and sound to that horrible songs even with my ipod on max volume.
cant you frigging imagine that!?
the sounds were screeching agonizingly disturbingly horrid!
i wanted to cry, like literally. that motherfucker was bullying me luh!
that feeling was worst than in sec4 when we got our o's results and pris and i wanted to paste our o's slips on our eyes and walk across tpe. then i thought, if i wanted to die, i want quick and peaceful ones. the die in your sleep kinds. short and sweet.
there's still part2.
then uncle decided disco music was enough and switched to the buddhist chants.
no offense to anyone, i have nothing against that religon.
that shitface just had to crank it up again and worst! he SANG/CHANTED ALONG with it. at the top of his lungs i must add.
the cab was personal ktv singalong session. the best in singapore and jb.
i swear if i wasnt in the cab alone with him, i'll just punch that asshole and drive his car into the cement walls of kpe, prolly rob him afterwards, draw on his face and run off to another cab.
sucker. kay makes no sense.
thank god i reached, wanted to just throw coins at him so badly for that lousy service and attitude. but my agony and angry thoughts temporarily dispelled when the bellboy with huge grin and cute dimples cringed at uncle's noise pollution. hahahha!
superficial? very much.
kay done, supper's calling!
ohyeah, i took down that ass' name and cab number.
still deciding whether to lodge a complain; but need to find the template from sec4 O's english letter writing first. ha.
till then (:
1234
9:23 PM - Tuesday, May 12, 2009
It's been 6 days overdue and still in use. So far there're no side effects..YET.
Stats presentation over (:
But still. Life sucks, take drugs, get fucked.
I need a drink, bye for now. Oh no I shouldn't.
P.
Stats presentation over (:
But still. Life sucks, take drugs, get fucked.
I need a drink, bye for now. Oh no I shouldn't.
P.
second best
2:26 AM
welcome starshine, the earth says hello
hahahaa. i watched willy wonka ystd at rad's.
it was nice. johnny depp is prolly one of my favouritess actors.
anyhows, weekend has been bitter sweet.
finally got to hang out with clique too.
first day of school again. i absolutely loathe that feeling.
plus it was raining monkeys and cows when i reach cityhall, so had to take cab to sch.
and when i got into the cab, the rain stopped.
and we had to take our temperature at the sch entrance. wth.
there was a long snaking queue all the way into the rain. tsk.
and yeh, i queued in the rain, might as well have stayed in the cab. pfft.
hahaha, and they already move the notch down to yellow and even hospitals and tourist spots supposedly stopped the temperature taking? yeah.
our sch must be color blind. woohoooo.
oh, and i didnt know i was running a fever till they took my temp.
and i thought they were gonna make me go home, but no, they said its alright, i shld stay in sch.
hahahaha. then what's the point of taking tempuratures in the first place.
kay, makes no sense right.
everyone was damn pissed already
and the security guard still had to make things even more difficult.
that uncle didnt allow anyone to step into the waiting area or reception till they took their temp, when the reception was supposed to be the "temp taking area".
walau eh, box his face ah.
pain in the ass.
kay, im done ranting.
nighty nite.
hahahaa. i watched willy wonka ystd at rad's.
it was nice. johnny depp is prolly one of my favouritess actors.
anyhows, weekend has been bitter sweet.
finally got to hang out with clique too.
first day of school again. i absolutely loathe that feeling.
plus it was raining monkeys and cows when i reach cityhall, so had to take cab to sch.
and when i got into the cab, the rain stopped.
and we had to take our temperature at the sch entrance. wth.
there was a long snaking queue all the way into the rain. tsk.
and yeh, i queued in the rain, might as well have stayed in the cab. pfft.
hahaha, and they already move the notch down to yellow and even hospitals and tourist spots supposedly stopped the temperature taking? yeah.
our sch must be color blind. woohoooo.
oh, and i didnt know i was running a fever till they took my temp.
and i thought they were gonna make me go home, but no, they said its alright, i shld stay in sch.
hahahaha. then what's the point of taking tempuratures in the first place.
kay, makes no sense right.
everyone was damn pissed already
and the security guard still had to make things even more difficult.
that uncle didnt allow anyone to step into the waiting area or reception till they took their temp, when the reception was supposed to be the "temp taking area".
walau eh, box his face ah.
pain in the ass.
kay, im done ranting.
nighty nite.
I Just Don't Love You No More
8:29 PM - Sunday, May 10, 2009
Happy Birthday Mom(:
Dad was horrified at how thick my brows were, he gave me money to trim it immediately.haaa.yay. Anw, he also threatened to reduce my allowance by 10 bucks if I still refuse to take out the piercing. Kay take all you want thanks.
Hmm I feel like skipping school tmr. Strong urge. Damn strong.
Oh dork, don't worry too much k. If you need help, I can beat up the mastermind of your suffering for you (: Violence does solve some things.
Dad was horrified at how thick my brows were, he gave me money to trim it immediately.haaa.yay. Anw, he also threatened to reduce my allowance by 10 bucks if I still refuse to take out the piercing. Kay take all you want thanks.
Hmm I feel like skipping school tmr. Strong urge. Damn strong.
Oh dork, don't worry too much k. If you need help, I can beat up the mastermind of your suffering for you (: Violence does solve some things.
Hmm this post sounds totally dysfunctional. Bye.
On a random note, somehow I think cheap cup ice cream is nicer than anything else. Milo yummm XD
now it's too late for you and your white carriage to come around.
just g.u
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same old, same old
5:15 PM - Thursday, May 07, 2009
aloha world
i am back from batam.
mini getaway i needed for so long.
anyhows, it was fun. we stayed at wan's holiday house.
and we went dirt biking and all that. and celebrate her little brother's birthday with the family. hahaha.
school's starting in 3 days and 6 hrs and some minutes.
i need more time.
i dont wanna go back to sch.
i hate sch.
i wished god create man with all the knowledge that each and every one of us needed so we dont have to go to sch. at. all.
hallelujah then.
pfffffft.
okay okay. time to stop.
party tonight and helipadding!
ta (:
i am back from batam.
mini getaway i needed for so long.
anyhows, it was fun. we stayed at wan's holiday house.
and we went dirt biking and all that. and celebrate her little brother's birthday with the family. hahaha.
school's starting in 3 days and 6 hrs and some minutes.
i need more time.
i dont wanna go back to sch.
i hate sch.
i wished god create man with all the knowledge that each and every one of us needed so we dont have to go to sch. at. all.
hallelujah then.
pfffffft.
okay okay. time to stop.
party tonight and helipadding!
ta (:
A little less than before
12:23 AM - Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Hello dork, to answer your question whether one will feel tired satisfying the unfinished needs of another, yesireee. But if your feelings are strong enough, you'll be pushed to do more than what you think you can. Not only that but I guess the process will be enjoyable as well? At the end of the day you'll feel good of yourself cause you made him happy.
It's hard being a good member and leader at the same time. K I'll try. But first of all, I need to rest this burnt out soul now.
Special day tmr(:
Bye.
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It's hard being a good member and leader at the same time. K I'll try. But first of all, I need to rest this burnt out soul now.
Special day tmr(:
Bye.
P.
L
10:33 PM - Sunday, May 03, 2009
can anyone be so sick of caring for a person most dear to you,
because of the person's never-ending needs,
both physically draining and emotionally exhausting
with the heavy responsibilites having to shoulder,
to give up on that person?
doesn't love conquer all things?
or does it?
because of the person's never-ending needs,
both physically draining and emotionally exhausting
with the heavy responsibilites having to shoulder,
to give up on that person?
doesn't love conquer all things?
or does it?
Rum and Raisin
7:52 PM
Hello. Currently, life is rushing past real fast like a high-speed rail running at 453278642 km/h. Someone help me slow it down please. Pretty please. I need to take a lil breather. Preferably star gazing haha.
Anw, saw this "dirty" foreign middle-age man on the bus ystd. Hoho he stinked loads and kept staring at me. But it occurred to me, wondered how maybe his day went by by slogging through work and whether he went through shit. Cause...he looked dead beat, puffy eyes torn bag and denim. Cannot imagine if you have to do manual labour everyday, boarding the bus at 11pm stinking and then going "home" which will most prolly be more of a house than home.And then maybe looking at how someone is using htc touch phone with sony earphones plugged in, waving her levis wallet around, talking damn loudly on the phone complaining bout how she wants to faint cause of the minor setbacks she faced that day. My godd do I feel guilty : But but..complaining helps one calm the mind. K.
Spent most of the time at shen's house today doing stats. Ate and ate. And I realised I may not be as bad with kids as I think I might be. Cause her sis was totally cute. K maybe a bit annoying sometimes (sorry) but yayy I played with her (: Good job-ber me. Went to haato for lunch, chicken katsu curry was yum, so now I owe mad 7.50 aha.
K.Dinner then speech comm. Speech comm fuck my life. It's not fair how you need to do so much but only get participation marks in return.Can we not care..gah.
P.
Anw, saw this "dirty" foreign middle-age man on the bus ystd. Hoho he stinked loads and kept staring at me. But it occurred to me, wondered how maybe his day went by by slogging through work and whether he went through shit. Cause...he looked dead beat, puffy eyes torn bag and denim. Cannot imagine if you have to do manual labour everyday, boarding the bus at 11pm stinking and then going "home" which will most prolly be more of a house than home.And then maybe looking at how someone is using htc touch phone with sony earphones plugged in, waving her levis wallet around, talking damn loudly on the phone complaining bout how she wants to faint cause of the minor setbacks she faced that day. My godd do I feel guilty : But but..complaining helps one calm the mind. K.
Spent most of the time at shen's house today doing stats. Ate and ate. And I realised I may not be as bad with kids as I think I might be. Cause her sis was totally cute. K maybe a bit annoying sometimes (sorry) but yayy I played with her (: Good job-ber me. Went to haato for lunch, chicken katsu curry was yum, so now I owe mad 7.50 aha.
K.Dinner then speech comm. Speech comm fuck my life. It's not fair how you need to do so much but only get participation marks in return.Can we not care..gah.
P.
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