navigate using the bars above
a thousand times i've seen you standing
gravity like a lunar landing
make me want to run till i find you
shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all i hear
everything we know fades to black
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the samefind a place where we escape
take you with me for a space
a city bus that sounds just like a fridge
walk the streets through seven bars
i had to find just out where you are
the faces seen to blur they're all the same
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the same
so much more to say, so much to be done
don't you trick me out, we shall overcome
cause our love stays ablaze
we should have had the sun
could have been inside
instead we're over here
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
too much time to love defending, you and i are done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, everything will change
oh, i.........
this could last forever
oh, i........
we could last forever
love remains the same
love remains the same
:D
Welcome to the bob world. Dork Neo. Petrina Goh
RANDOM FACTS
Study super duper hard and earn loads of money in the future..
it's summer now in dear singa, where the weather has turned f-ing warm and god knows why.
i miss those rainy mornings which leaves you feel like not getting up at all and where one can leave the house feeling fresh and un-sticky and non-gross. those were the seasons (:
anyways, my point is that the aircondition died on me. and it's not gonna work till next week cus apparently the aircon uncle needs another "five working days" cus "everyone aircon spoil ah...". oh really, i wonder why. so, crap, it'll be damn stuffy luh! (&#%*^@)
"welcome to africa!", said rad. screw you. hahahha.
hahhaa, which reminds me of the newly built/ constructing water catchment area that we're gonna have. if im not wrong, it's gonna supply 10% of singapore's water usage and is connected by 5/4/6 rivers that runs through our heartlands into cbd area.
so the person-in-charge was interviewed and he said something like 'singapore will be the only one country/ in the surrounding regions who will have the water catchment located right at the heart of the cbd; something which others dont have' (something along that line). and he said it with pride. but, i was thinking, "duh. 'cause we're a small country with small land area (and im not talking about reclaimed land here); and everywhere's prolly already occupied with concrete and parks and things, so of course we built the catchment there right, where else?" hahaha.
but i give him credit for it. haha!
kk, gotta run. ta.
So much to say, but I don't know where to start. Sense a verbal diarrhoea, but instead, I'm choked by the overwhelming thoughts. The new song's groovingly shiok, especially the carlsberg part. But kinda messy.Camp's not as bad as I thought it would be, think cause I gave it a chance..totally hated camps. All the beer spilling, card games and stargazing was fun. Process of coming up with new riffs tiring sia, brain cells mainly killed. Time to be stupid liaozzzz.
Hahaha oh my g, the trailer of Shopaholic is some funny stupid shit. But the unborn and last house on the left seems nice too. Scream fest, I wanna! :B Horror movie marathon wah shiokkkk. :)
K hungry.
P.
updates. again.
i imagined paddy having the time of her life rowing boats on lakes and catching butterflies like spongebobby. and building campfire, then she'll be scratching all over, becaue of her ultra sensitive skin, cus there's those icky bugs around, jumping on her skin. hahahha. gross.
yesterday was a happy day.
cus i finally manage to start on finance revision.
cool or what!? okay, not cool.
but still, its a big achievement that i finally got my butt off sitting on all that revision work.
anyhows, there's piano recital tonight and im effing nervously excited.
cross my fingers i dont screw up like the last time.
so then rad has final year project work he has to finish for arts. and i'll be going to help out cus apparently i "owe"' him. so bali next week! (:
kk, gotta run.
ta.
paddy's away and im tasked to update.
so, honestly, there's nothing much to update.
my life's pathetically boring.
it's study break this week and im just rotting away, wasting time.
ah, there's just no motivation to study.
i.need.to.start.soon.
sooon.
ta.
Wish I could take back my words.
P.
and it scares us how we can be a whole lot different than we used to.
we used to feel, talk, judge and do things with our heart
how we are so so ignorant of things
how we can just display an array of emotions on our faces
like splashed paint on canvas
how we can act as if the world is under our feet
how we can do things without contemplation
wearing our hearts on our sleeves
then, suddenly
little by little u become aware of things around you
like a newborn
people, emotions, happenings
you think before you act
rephrase your thoughts before you speak
keep in check of your emotions
and u see things in a different light
no longer feel like u used to feel
devoid of emotions
there's just so many many things that are different.
and it scares me that you're able to feel or not feel as much/ much more than u used to.
because people dont change
they just grow up.
K anw,results. One word,sucky. But..I should be thankful first, that I don't have to repeat anything. Considering I didn't finish half of lifespan and my essay sucked balls..."C" is a yea wow yay. And thenn, I can sulk and swear at how people in the class got 3 or above while I got much lower than that. We were aiming for 3.5.Gawdd I must be the lowest in the class. For those who got an A for lifespan, so good (: How did you guys do it?! I could hardly finish reading a few chapters. And with that I just barely passed, sociology and stats same case too. Cb there's advance stats next sem also I think.OMGG no more stats pleaseeee.Stupid level of significance and correlation and what have yous.Wonder if I'm gonna just scrape past every year with this kinda results and graduate.Genius.Okay, but I still wanna be a doctor. Even if I can only make a lousy one :/ Stubborn or determined? I did better, but not good, for those which were non-examinable though. Still, can't help feeling sian.
My dad said, "blame it on the alcohol"
YAYY
P.
Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
For those who wanna try it, here's the link http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx.
I'm gonna try again to test it's reliability; a measure to test the accuracy of tests?
Oh good luck to everyone for their results, in about.. 9 hours time. *crosses fingers*
P.
There's nothing much to do later except tuitioning cheena and engurish.What's there to tuition about ah actually. Just need to constantly remind him to read and avoid movies with bad subs translation. Gahh.
K I wanna drive a go-kart.
I really wanna supper now.
I really really wanna stargaze whatever pathetic stars there are in sgp with somebody,if you're able to lie beside me without saying a word. Noo, dummies ain't the same.
And I really really really need to study my basic high way code soon.Bye.
Oh and I really really really really need to pray for results tmr. No retaining please. Prettypantyplease!
P.
i've been really busy with mids last week thus the absence. haha.
anw, i've been damn shag apart from all the "studying", plus the short trip to korea for cous' wedding. it was a very very pleasant one (: then celia came down on fri for some warehouse sale, body shop sales, burberry sale and IT fair, which she totally shop like mad. sat was grandma's birthday, birthday or not she doesnt give a damn cus when she lost during mahjong session she cornered me and threaten to chop off my arms the next time she see bangles on it. for real. tsk.
anyhows, there's gonna be like this big fam reunion in june and we're gonna have mass photoshoot. which reminds me of our yearly sjc class photoshoots. (u can like actually track ur physical growth with that, haha). so c and i thinks its ultra cool, now we can finally meet the people we're blood related to we didnt know even exist. tada. fun fun fun to the maxxxxxxxxxx (:
kk, gotta run.
omg study sessions again. ha
"... so i presume u'll all pass with flying colours this mids right?"
" yah, red colour."
brings two people together to learn important lessons,
not necessarily to make a happily ever after. "
Helloo I'm feeling lousy now. Where's minah, I need to rant and I know your life currently sucks huh. But if only everyone is as lucky as you to have a problem of so many guys to choose from. Lucky bitch. K I know you don't read my blog, I'm talking to myself. Hi hello yay. Let's go to starbucks to get my chai tea latte and your caramel frapp with java chip with choco and caramel drizzle. Where's my love 101? and maybe I can get blading lessons to get toned legs :/ Let's meet with uncle soon.
On the other hand, somewhere,some time, some person have to tell me something so wrong and long put behind. Now, dilemma dilemma. Fuck I wasn't confused, but it gets worst the more I think about it. I hate euuzxz.
And I shall sing, "I don't want you back..you're just the best I've never had."
Kk, anyone who needs a domestic helper and is willing to pay me instant cash can employ me. Needs instant cash ah.
Oh wow I forgot to check out 7-11 againnnnn.K tmr...tmr I swear.
Sleep!4 and a half hours more to waking up.
P.
If only you could know;
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.
Hahaha this is some funny gay shit. So gay you can't be any gayer.
Love/hate the holidays. Love it cause there's nothing to do. Hate it cause when there's nothing to do, you tend to think more than you should. And when there's nothing to do, you'll spend more money while chilling. All I do is spend spend spend only, never earn money. Gahh. How to start? The video ezy at kovan is full of aunties. Hmm, actually I think it's same for all outlets. Means that's out. Times bookshop?? Bartenders kinda cool too. God, I still think that customers' the best occupation in the world. Though you dont get paid.
Wanna watch the OC. I know it's over that era, but..I just saw Marissa and Alex; friggin sad they broke up for Ryan. Stupid guy. Anybody knows where to get it online?
K back to sleep.
P.
You are so fucked up I tell you.
K anw,going to the national library with chye tmr. I should borrow a book, so long since I read. Clubbing and geek mate, the extremes. (: But I'm seriously not in the mood to walk around; hurts my fat tummy and bleeding vagina. Tskk.
Ohoh NUS' having a psychology career fair. Anyone wanna go?? But it's 7 bucks, darn. Eh no...there's a gig on that day. Okay, at least I'm saved from thinking if I should go.
K ,tired, sleep.
P.
Just came back from forbidden city. The place is addictive I tell you. But the more you smell the "aroma"inside, the more sick you feel. Serious. Anw, without you guys, uncle weiling, cp and A. I'll still feel fucked up lah huh (: So nice horzxz you guys. :/ Thank yoo for your listening ears. Then again, that ambience is a fucking bait to lure ppl to spill their secrets. Maybe I ain't going there anm then. Ahaaa aha ahaaa.
D's really stupid today
"omg your that part of your hair makes you look like your friend"
"which friend?"
"don't know. Eh J., really look like jiejie's friend hor?"
"Yah really look like"
"which friend??"
"don't know"
"how she look like?"
"How I know? I also never see her before"
Wtf.Kay nvm if no one gets it. Just stoopid lah.Hmm alcohol makes you hungry. Supper now
P.
Lady in Red by Chris De Burgh
Ive never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight
Ive never seen you shine so bright
Ive never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance
They're looking for a little romance
Given half a chance
And Ive never seen that dress you're wearing
Or that highlights in your hair
That catch your eyes
I have been blind
The lady in red is dancing with me
Cheek to cheek
Theres nobody here
Its just you and me
Its where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
I'll never forget the way you look tonight
Ive never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight
Ive never seen you shine so bright you were amazing
Ive never seen so many people want to be there by your side
And when you turned to me and smiled it took my breath away
And I have never had such a feeling such a feeling
Of complete and utter love, as I do tonight
The lady in red is dancing with me
Cheek to cheek
Theres nobody here
Its just you and me
Its where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
I'll never forget the way you look tonight
I never will forget the way you look tonight
The lady in red
My lady in red
I love you
she said never will I get one
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