Very XOXO
8:13 PM - Saturday, January 31, 2009
K hi. Just read this off from zouk's web. They have this event on Valentine's and it seems pretty interesting:
http://www.zoukclub.com/main.phpCute.All those embracing singlehood at the moment can have somewhere to go at leastttt. I wonder if "matching outfits with your partner" includes gay couples.Hmm ohman ohman. Coolio. 15 bucks for the ticket. (: I think Dork's sick, take care and get well soonish. :)That's why you haven't been updating. Ok, need to get back to CATs report. I swear CATs is ruining my life, at least a little. Haha and I just realised someone hot in the course. :PP.
Have I found you, flightless bird
9:29 AM - Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Chu 2. Some people's coming over later.
Currently, at the kitchen table. There's some sort of dispute going on, but not about someone within us, but some other people. Dad's going on about how he can handle them, raising his voice each time as he repeats what he said over and over again. He doesn't know that he being able to fight back is not the point, it's the person's issues that's the whole point. K non of my business actually. But the noise's annoying me. Goddamnit I'm trying to do my lit review. :/ Counted my ang baos ystd, and I got bout 400, including birthday ones. (: YAY. Hmm. I think I'm better off alone; don't seem to have permanent feelings for anyone. Great(: Oh and btw, Carlsberg suck, and I hate the radio for playing "I will be" by leona lewis, they should play avril's. It's so much nicer.
"knack knack"
"who's that?"
"meow meow"
"meow who?"
"MEOWWWWWWW.."
P.(stoopid purple font always appearing in turquoise)
dogged determination
10:43 PM - Sunday, January 25, 2009
aloha world!
time flies, doesnt it? happy chinese new yearrrrr (:
the week has been pretty draining. ross brought her grandkids here so we/ i had to bring them around dear singa. (srsly, what is there to see?) went to sentosa, the bird park, etcetc the usual places luh. even they got bored during the tour and i was there acting all enthu bout the many lovely places we have here. oh please, the weather was friggging hot and disgusting. can u imagine bringing 3kids, no, 2 kids and a toddler around dear singa w/o supervision nor help. walau eh!
plus they had to pick the day i was wearing heels to visit the zoo. best. imagine an underage adult with a toddler in one arm, pram in the other(cus he refuses to sit in there); 2 kids tugging on both sides of ur top, one whining and the other with a messy chocolate ice cream.
another scene was at the beach: boy screaming for his spade, toddler running off w/o his pants and girl clinging onto u just to get her hair tied, with pink barbie hair clips. tsk! classic to the max. but i survived. (:
nonetheless, there were fun times and they're pretty charming at times. esp in front of the camera. hahaha. speaking of which, thank god for B, who came down to help babysit ((:
haha, so much for the ranting. the point is, i think single mothers or mothers are the awesomeness persons in the world. i can barely keep up with the todd, and like i still wanted to have 3 kids in future. hahaha man i need to alter my goals. kay, so yeh the experience was def awesome!
kk, dad said we'll be going to osaka to attend a wedding next week. traditional jap ones, coolio. plus great food, lovely skyscrapers, nice weather, shopping and redlight districts! hope i'll be back in time for paddy's eighteen!
ta.
Polar Snack
12:53 PM - Monday, January 19, 2009
Hello HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YING XIN MY GAY FRIEND YOU'RE SO GEAYYE (:Omg, I just completed sociology essay without researching.Pro.haha. Kk at least I completed.Which is a great improvement from not wanting to do at all. But if the essay fails, it beats the point. Heh.
Anw, it's the time of the year again:
Yo-20 bucks
CP- 20 bucks? forgot
Jon- 70 bucks fuck
And I just used my birthday red packet to buy chye's present; pathetic.
Oh and IP's in 3 days. How exciting! _l_
kay need to pee. Bye
P.
run baby run
10:27 PM - Saturday, January 17, 2009
aloha!i know this space has been abandoned for awhile. let's make it come back to life! updates updates as usual. i spent the past week throwing out stuff from the closet, CNY shopping in cheenatown, actually reading my textbooks, decorating ppl's houses, tourguiding around tiny singa, and a handful of brunches and dinner dates.school's starting really really soon. which means "holidays" are coming to an end. its gonna be like full day + night classes + weekend classes. oh man oh man. the thought of it is pure suicide. i can foresee myself getting fat, with huge lumps of wobbly cellulite stuck to my ass thighs and arms, deadly dark circles + eyebags which sag like nobody's business, 'bad hair day' hair everyday, slowly fading into oblivion. oh wait, too fat to fade. haha.kaykay, need to get going. suppertime at geylang, wooots!p.s i want a red scooter, pretty pleaseeeeeee
I just want to be alone tonight
3:52 AM - Sunday, January 11, 2009
Just completed social psych's e-learning. So complicated, but uhm, enriching. My foot. Tired, didn't know what I was reading. Was super distracted also. Some uncles quarrelling downstairs taking turns to scold each other mom's cb. Thank god for my self-discipline I sat here all the while doing the test, didn't even peep. (: I read something which I find it quite funny in the book:"Group size" factor of deindividuation (Loss of self-awareness and evaluation apprehension; occurs in group situations that foster responsiveness to group norms, good or bad)"A group has the power to not only arouse its members but also to render them unidentifiable. In an analysis of 21 instances in which crowds were present as someone threatened to jump from a building or bridge, Leon Mann (1981) found that when the crowd was small and exposed by daylight, people usually did not try to bait the person with cries of "Jump!" But when a large crowd or the cover of night gave people anonymity, the crowd did bait and jeer."Wtf losers. Hahaha. People are such cowards omgg. And they shouldn't take the lives of others as a joking matter just cause people won't know who they are. So practical btw. Yea. Haha. Anw, 3 days of open house was effing fun. All the busking and performances. Malibu coconut alcohol drink with orange is good too :)Ah crap,suddenly remembered I have to survey people alone tmr. Uncle's sick, minah's marrying off, Grace and Aili got stuff on. Nooooo. Have to translate the damn questions into cheena 6 times. :/ (!!)K bye worlddd. Finally someone, But it doesn't make a difference.P.
stupid old fuck
12:06 AM - Thursday, January 08, 2009
gahhh.at times like these, i really need a joyride.but at times like these, thank god for clique (:okay so the week has been a bore.the 3 things i've been doing: piano lessons, sleepovers without much sleep, unsuccessful tanning/ gyming sessions. seriously no life. oh and 16hrs sleep everyday. i consider that a privilege (:and so chinese new year is coming i think so mom wants me to clean my wardrobe again. i need a truck to get to salvation army and i bet they'll love me to bits (: oh yeh and apparently there's banking exam tml. this aftn they sent a mail which says, "we wish to inform u that ur exam will be on: 8th jan, thursday 2009...." wlau eh, less than a day's notice. assholes. kay, i need to get moving now.ta.
3:40 AM - Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Dork update pleaseeeee.Gosh 4 am soon and having gastric. These late nights/ early mornings should stop. Sooner or later I'll find that I have alrdy put on some few kilos. Always hungry at this time. It's ok if fats go to my arms, but not my tummy.Damn. Doesn't matter if I don't have money to buy a bikini now, I can stop thinking about wearing it with this pot belly. Stop alcohol too, till my birthday. Beer's adding to the tummy. Fuck. Okay. Chye's birthday's coming pretty soon. I think you're excited? But I think..I don't wanna be 18 anm. So oldddd.Just look at it, 18181818 . The digits are like mocking you for being old. M18 movies, cigs, condoms?( good for you), legal entry to bars and clubs, driving license so you guys can just stop your cabbing habits. Woohoo. But then the next year we'll all be 19. Like wtf no way. I still wanna run around gossiping, criticising, throwing rubber dirt at people we don't like, spraying water at everything, being horny with trees, cursing and crying over little bastards whom someone always crush on, long phone calls with christmas carols and comfortable silence,plucking flowers from bushes, pluck your eyebrows with the d.i.y method.Hahaha.YUCK. Hmm. Buying ice cream cone from the auntie at dork's blk there which taste like durian all the time.Yuck too. Erm, running through the rain then gg for oral, joining campus superstar and then dropping out. K don't sad. Oh one thing to look forward to being old, is, entry to gay bar! I know everyone's real excited yeaaa.okok Finally gonna sleep.Bye.CATs and pract tmr. Stupid CATsP.
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
3:57 PM - Sunday, January 04, 2009
Ah. Everyone's down with flu, dad,mom, bros, Desi and me. Shuckss. Feel like dying. Head so heavy it weighs a ton, eyes so hot, nose running away, so fucking lethargic. I wanna kill someone,so stay awayyy. :/ Hope I'd be better by tmr. Practice and meeting.
Oh I realise that I tend to like anti-social ppl.Haha.Prolly cause they're like me. They say when you fall in love, you're just falling in love with yourself. Not that I call myself being "in love" though. What the hell is that anyway. People don't know it too, but they tend to say it without much concern of what it really means.Tsktsk.
Alrighty.Half way through lit review's evaluation.Bye world.Update again soonish.
If doing whatever it takes isn't enough, what is? P.
classics
12:21 PM - Saturday, January 03, 2009
aloha sunshines!updates updates.so i spent new years in the hopsital A&E department cus granddad had a relapse. so we had to miss the flight to bali. but anyhows, sice it was new yrs i was expecting at least some sort of "countdown" at the hospital- party poopers, music, balloons, decorations, champagne, confetti. just life, but no, absolute silence. silent celebration i guess. ha.and yeh. so granddad hasnt been very well, i hope he gets better soon. so, since its the 3rd day of the new year, i guess its still not too late to make resolutions. heh, so here goes:ONE. be less of a bitch
TWO. dont sweat the small stuff
THREE. count my blessings
FOUR. spread the love
kay no. 4 seems very humanitarian/ world peace-ish but yeh, spread the love!though its pretty hard to actually fulfill the ressies, i wanna try to do it this yr. for a change. hahaholidays are coming to an end. i have a banking paper coming up and i have absolutely no idea what i've been learning. tsk. oh well.have fun people.enjoy enjoy!
